the last four million acts

[dontpetmeibite]

intimacy, disclosure, profference, devotion
it's a wonder after all this war
that all of us aren't married to each other

(but that may have been your idea)

you're going to pretend not to make a fuss when I leave
but we're always going to be dear to each other
and you're always going to find what you look for:

somebody else's whole world you can borrow
and treat like your personal solus prime for the night
or the century

so I'm going back to the mech I have shared all four of those things with
at least once a year (if not once a day)

and all that I ask of you, darling,
is one little thing.

stop sticking your spike in the crazy.